Mar 5, 2007

Talking about love is never ending story! There are too many kind of shape… loving ur family must be different with ur friends! Loving ur partner is different with ur lover… but all those love has one equivalent: need sacrifice!
And I think now is time for my sacrifice…coz my dear one can’t think of anything but him…

Mar 2, 2007

halah…salah lagi kan gw hari ini… gara2 mengandalkan bakpau telo untuk bfast akhirnya sekarang gw malah pusing sendiri…udah minum obat pusing yang taglinenya fast action tapi blm ada perubahan..sedih!

Feb 27, 2007

Udah hampir seminggu terakhir mood gw naik turun… ampe kadang ngga nafsu makan! Akhirnya… gw menemukan cara gampang untuk tetap stabil moodnya…yaitu dengan berdandan! And it works! Mulai dari stola…pashimina… high heel…ampe radiance cream yang bikin wajah berkilau semua gw coba! Fiuhhhh….jadi inget masa lalu…where fashionable is a must!

this morning I start the computer and found some messages from my friend about “patience”…actually I’ve tried a lot of way to be patience… and I think I’m quiet patience… coz for sure I do believe everything will be beautiful in His time! be patience…

Feb 26, 2007

my life is about a choice… I’ve chosen the path… now all I have to do is running it well… but I can’t coz I’ve lost my map! Without map I’m blind…
Everyday is like a winding road…even harder to breath now!

Feb 22, 2007

today…again I’m losing words… just wondering what would I be if I could turn back time?

Apa yang akan kamu lakukan kalo bisa bertemu Tuhan?
Apakah kamu akan bertanya tentang masa depan?
Apakah kamu akan memintaNya memutar waktu?
Atau hanya terdiam berharap Dia bisa membaca pikiran dan keinginanmu?

Kalo ada satu hal yang bisa kau minta padaNya…apa yang akan kau ajukan?
Kesehatan?
Kekayaan?
Kebahagiaan?
Pasangan hidup yang setia?
Anak yang berbakti?
Atau sekedar ketenangan jiwa?

Kalo aku boleh meminta…
Aku akan memintaNya untuk menghilangkan perasaanku!

Feb 21, 2007

today one of my college asking about the meaning of swinger to everyone he knows…not knowing the goal of it! But for me swinger is changing partner without any commitment needed. What do U think?

Anyway… talking about changing partner, there was one of my friend that did’nt admit his wife this morning! Sudden in blue he called me and talking a lot about our past time… and I’m just losing words! Gosh…R U okay?

Next chapter of today: I’m having a very hard time with my love one!